hey there. I'm kind of down in the dumps right now, so don't expect smiling faces in this post. the thing is, I finally go tmy dad to allow me to go out with Klar, Stan, Cheong, Cat, Cherlyn & Tammie, then, my mum & bro had to ruin it all. I was like, so happy, arrived at Klar's house, & changed into my clothes, then I watch Tammie audi, & then I heard smth vibrating, which was my hp, & it was calling from my mum's office. dead, I thought, & of cos, I wasn't wrong. my bro was stranded outsode my hse, no key to go in, & he was the one who told me my mum would be at home, so I never worried. then my mum in the end fetch me from Klar's hse, & no matter what I said, she just wouldn't let me go with them.

what a bitch, why did she have to ruin everything? & she said she was going to wallop my dad. another quarrel, great. divorce & fight until die for all I care, I can't be bothered. fuck. & I almost cried ytd, all because of her, & she would have been so guilty when I rly cry, cos I haven't cried in a million years. what the fucking fuck did I do to deserve this? I want to get bad results one isit? & she blames everything on me, on Tammie, but she was the cause of everything. if she gave me a little more freedom, I wouldn't be what I am now, & she still thinks it's Tammie. god damn it.

& those pictures I promised, I'm sorry, but I can't put them up here. I printscreen them into Word, & now, cnt load word up here. I so fucking need someone now, but there's no one there for me.

P.S/ sorry for the vulgarities, but I can't hold them back.