You can't turn around on a one way street.

Take care of my heart, I've left it with you.

Sunday, July 27, 2008

ok, I'll try to make this a short post 'cos i got hell loads of homework okay?

went back to JB on Sat to celebrate my grandmama's bday. then, in the morn went to my grandpapa's plantation, & why? to pick durians & mangosteens, LOL! rather boring actually, stupid ants, keep biting me. & one of teh very lecherous ants actually go bite my uncle's ahem ahem, & it was so irritating until he had to hide behind a tree and get rid of tht bloody ant. i was practically laughing my head off. LAWLS! xDDDDD

then had some durian there, my uncle could actually use a branch to open the durian. so damn pro. :D then my very monkey cousin climbed up the mangosteen tree to pick mangosteens, duh, -.- with my grandfather. but she pick one only worx. lols. :)

till then. :D

I guess I need my life to change.

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

this is just a stupid random post, don't bother to read, ty. :D

I had the shock of my life tuhday. I was like, just reached the bus stop outside my house, & I saw him! ><> saw me. he looked at me, & I looked at him, but we kept quiet, how paiseh I was. So I quickly walk away, towards the pedestrian crossing, then I saw him just jay-walk across. & because I was a guaikia, I used the pedestrian crossing, which took so god damn long to turn green man, I missed him. cos, I still have to walk all the way from the bus stop to my house which is so far inside, & i saw him walk the way I must walk also! but then i told you, the stupid traffic light took so long, when I walked in, he was gone, oh how so wasted. sad. :(

& cherlyn saw his notebook, in his class, & there in it was written his email, & HER email. plus, their birthday. oh how heartbroken I was when cherlyn told me this. but I can't do anything, anyway it's impossible between us. crap. :( too bad seh.

okay, shall end here. :)

I wonder just where you are, you feel a million miles away.

Sunday, July 20, 2008

bimbabom! I'm so sian, everyone has gone snoozing, nobody's chatting with me! anways, went to the Science Centre on Friday. kinda fun, but itchy, cos i kept getting bitten by mosquitoes. :( & poor Cheryl was sick! hope she's better now. :D

& i missed 1 whole damn hour of Science on Wed, i think. woots! how cool is that? ok, maybe it aint so cool. -.- & my reason for missing the lessons was because Mrs Nam called me to her office for "counselling". & the reason for her counselling was because, some stupid, kaypo, busybody, nothing better to do teacher saw my blog & told Mrs Nam abt the post where I said I cut my hand. Grrrr, can teachers stop interfering?! chi bao mei shi zuo isit. I wonder which teacher isit mans. wth. -.- Can't this pa jiao teacher see that I alrd said I cut for fun?! there's nothing wrong with me okay?!

anyways, I got a new bag! A black and grey crumpler, but it's not the full strap kind, it's the one with half the head of the stuuuupid stickman.
made me & my bro happy for nth. -.- but at least it's not as common? ppl keep taking the strapy ones, I'm kinda sick of it. but it doesn't mean I don't like it ok!

ok, shall end here, byebyebyebye!

Can someone tell me what to say, just to make you stay?

Sunday, July 13, 2008

hey ho hey ho! went swimming just now. & i kept bumping into ppl when doing the backstroke can. pain ok. alrighty mates, shall go gaming now, bye!

you're all i ever wanted & you didn't even know.

hmmmm, I'm not in too good a mood today. all because of ytd's quarrel, send sms to him, he dun reply. I dno if he'll ever forgive me mans. & pls dun ask me who I quarrelled with, because u would never expect it, & I dun think u would want to know.

Alright, enough abt ytd. I have nothing to talk abt, really. I thought of blogging because I'm bored, but there's nothing for me to post about. & what's more, nobody's online, & when I mean nobody, it's really nobody. oh, who can I pour out everything to mans? nobody at home listens to me, & if I tell my brother, he'll sure sabo me, tell my parents & do me in, like the way he told my parents who I like. -.-

God, somebody, be my listening ear!

I'm sorry, really.

Saturday, July 12, 2008

This post is to the SOMEONE whom I quarrelled with today:

The maths question you asked me,

it's not my fault I dno how to do,

I wish I knew how too.

Stop using him to threaten me,

I had enough of it.

I may have said some things that really hurt you,

but u really hurt me too.

I know you're angry with me because I mentioned her,

then y must you mention him too?

you didn't have to say he won't like me, 'cos I already know.

I'm terribly, sincerely, once again, sorry.

I've already said sorry,

I don't know what to do if you still refuse to forgive me.

SORRY, SORRY, SORRY. I didn't expect in my life that I would quarrel with YOU.

Holding on to silly things, I never learn

ooohhhh, I'm super duper bored. why is it that everytime I'm bored? can seeeetaaaanleeeeyyy phuaaaaa come online? wake up liao lah, 11:00 liao, faster come chat with me! & to add up to boredom, I'm having _______ cramps! oh tearme, I finally know what it's like to have it! pain ah! walk also pain, sit down also pain ah! stupid stupid stupid! faster, someone come online and chat with me!!!

even the strongest fall down sometimes.

Friday, July 11, 2008

bahbah. I'm once again, bored, because stupid stanley doesn't reply me, & nobody's free!
& yet another one knows who I like. & I need some help, any kind of help, just help. I'm in no mood to blog, so, byebyes.

I never had a dream come true till the day I found you.

Monday, July 07, 2008

the sun won't shine since you went away.
seems like the rain's falling everyday.
there's just one heart, when there once were two.
but that's the way it's gotta be,
till i get over you.

He's a beautiful disaster.

Sunday, July 06, 2008

I shall do another quiz, see how bored I am? :(

001.What's the connection between you & the last person that called you?
- Father & daughter.
002. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
-No.
003. What happened last night?
-How I know, so many things happened. -.-
004. When did you last cry?
-Forgottten.
005. What is your favorite thing to eat with peanut butter?
-Bread lah! then what? sai?-.-
006. What do you want in your life?
-His love. :D
007. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
-I just run.
008. What's your favorite thing to have on your bed?
-My bolster. :D
009. What bottom are you wearing now?
-Shorts lor.
010. What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
-None of them are nice. :(
011. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
-I don't.o.o
012. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
-No.
013. What was the last movie you caught?
-Forgot. You think my boring parents allow me to go out & watch movies or bring me to movies?! -.-
014. What are you proud of?
-Dno.
015. What does the oldest text message in you inbox say?
-Hmmm, lazy to check.
016. What was the last song you sang out loud?
-Every song I listen to. ><
017. Do you have any nicknames?
-Becca?
018. What does your last received text message say?
-Maxis: welcome to Malaysia blablabla. LOLZ. xD
019. What time did you go to bed last night?
-2am+
020. Are you currently happy?
-Of course not.
021. Who gives you best advice?
-Cheryl?
022. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
-Yuck! It makes me faaattt.
023. Who did you talk on phone last night?
-No one. My girlfriends don't care a hoot abt me! :(
024 Is anything bugging you right now?
-Yes. :(
025. What/Who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
-Cheryl, joker. xDDD
026.Do you wear toe socks?
-No. o.o
027. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
-Cherlyn sian dou. xDDDDD
028. Have you ever had your heart broken?
-Yes, in a way.
029. What annoys you most in a person?
-Bossy.
030. Do you have a crush on someone?
-Of course lah. -.-
031. Have you ever done cocaine?
-No, I wouldn't believe I would do it. :o
032. What is the colour of your room?
-Stupid, ugly, plain white. -.-
033. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
-I go jail how? Who'll come save me?
034. Do you believe in the saying "talk in cheap"?
-Huh? o.o
035. Who was the last person to lay in your bed?
-Me. -.-
036. Who was the last person who hug you?
-I don't have such powerful memory.
037. What do you want to say to the person you have a crush on?
-I love you.
038. Do you have a life?
-You say leh. -.-
039. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didn't?
-No.
041. What is the reason behind your profile song?
-I don't have profile song
042. Last time you smiled?
-Just now.
043. Have you changed this year?
-Alot.
044. What are you listening to right now?
-Ti amo-Farenheit & dno who.
045. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
-Klaarrriisssaaa. LOL.
046. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
-You so pro, u walk with yr eyes closed lah! -.-
047. Is there a quote you live by?
-Huh?
048. Do you want someone you can't have?
-Yes, dying to.
049. Have you ever played an instrument?
-Recorder?
050. What was the worst idea you've had in this week?
-To let him know I like him. :x
051. What were you doing last night at 11.00pm?
-Watching TV.
052. Are you happy with your love life right now?
-No, very the not happy. :(
053. What song describe your love life?
-Tongue Tied-Faber Drive
054. Does the person know thatyou like him/her?
-I think so. :o
055. Who always makes you laugh?
-Cheryl ,joker. xDDDD
056. Do you speak other language other then English?
-Abuden. -.-
057. Are you blond?
-No.
058. What's your middle name?
-Kee?
059. What are you doing tomorrow?
-SSSLLLLAAAACCCKKK!
060. What do you think you are like?
-How I know.
061. Who will you choose to die with?
-I'm not so bad to ask ppl die with me. :D
062. Where have you been today?
-AMK?
063. What game do you play often?
-Cnt say. :x
064. Who are you missing now?
-Him. :)
065. If you've to choose friends & love, who will you choose?
-It's hard to make a choice. :)
066. What are you doing right now?
-This quiz la. -.-
067. Which primary school are you from?
-APS.
068. Name 3 colours that you like.
-Black, Pink, Red.
069. What emotion you like to show?
-:D, xD
070.What is life to you?
-Dno.
071. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
-I'll confide in my girlfriends
072. Who did you last chat in msn today?
-I'm still chatting. o.o
073. Who do you admire the most?
-Nobody.
074. Which month are you born in?
-December.
075. How are you feeling right now?
-Rather sad.
076. What is the time now?
-10;46 pm.
077. Where are you now?
-Home, in front of my com.
078.What color you use to dye you hair?
-I don't dye, i guaikia. :D
079. Why are you doing this test?
-Borreeeddd.
080. What do you do when you're moody?
-I shout at anyone who fans me. xDDDD
081. At which age did you wish to get marry?
-Idk.
082. Who is more important to you?
-My girlfriends.
083. Do you think you have enough confidence?
-No, of course not!
084. Who is the person you trust the most?
-Klarissa, Cheryl, Tammie, Cherlyn.
085. Do youbelieve in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
-Yesss. :D
086. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
-To be with him. :D
087. What is your goal for this year?
-To be with him?
088. Do you believe in eternity love?
-NOOO.
089. What do you love?
-My hp.
090. Do you really think it's Global Warming now?
-Why all the ads if it's not Global Warming? -.-
091.What feeling do you hate most?
-Being rejected, borrreeeddd.
092. You cherish every single friendship of yours?
-Of course. ;D
093. Do you believe in God?
-Yes.
094. Who cares for you the most?
-Dno.
095. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
-Family, my girlfriends.
096. What'll you bring when you fight?
-Myself.
097. What have you regretted doing in your whole life?
-Alot of things.
098. What would you feel if nobody cared for you?
-Lonely, unwanted.
099. Who'syour current best friend?
-Isabelle, but i quarrelled with her, & idk if she still treats me as a best friend.
100. How long did you take to do this?
-Idk.
Tag 4 people to do this quiz :NOBODY ! :D

It's hard to look in your eyes only to know you're looking for her.

I'm too bored, so I'm gonna do a quiz got from... someone's blog? o.o

1. Where were you at 3:02 AM this morning?
-of course on my bed lah. -.-

2.What are you listening to right now?
-Touch My Body-Mariah Carey

3.What color is your cell phone?
-Black.

4.Do you click on pop-ups?
-Nope. :)

5.Do you own an iPod?
-No.

6.What was the first thing you thought this morning?
-If I would fail my swimming test. ><

7.What did you do last night?
Which 'what' are u referring to? I did so many things. o.o

8.What are the last two digits ofyour cell phone number?
-98

9.What was the last thing that you ate?
-yoghurt.

10.Who is the last person of the opposite sex that you hugged?
-I forgotten.

11.What do you dislike at the moment?
-Being borrrreeeedddd! :(

12.What food are you craving?
-I'm so full, I don't crave for anything! ><

13.What did you dream last night?
-Something to do with some ppl in sch. :D

14.What's the last TV show you watched?
-dno.

15.What is your favorite piece of jewelery?
-Necklace? o.o

16.Do you always lock your door?
-Didn't think so.

17.How many piercings/tattoos do you have?
-2 piercings. one on each ear.

18.Where's your favorite place to be?
-School. So I can see him. :D

19.Who's someone you haven't seen in awhile and miss?
-My girlfriends & him. It's not that I haven't seen them in awhile, but I miss them. :D

20.When was the last text you sent?
-ytd? o.o

21.Who is the last person you talked to on the phone?
-My father or mother. ><

22.Have you ever done anything to start trouble?
-Think so.

23.Where do you wish you were right now?
-Sccchhhooollll!

24.Where do you stay?
-In my house. xDDDDD LOL.

25.How are you?
-Eerrrrr, very good?

26.When do you think you'll be married?
-How I know. You tell me lah. -.-

27.Did you ever think to yourself and wonder if you're really real?
-Yes, when I'm bored & tend to think of smth.

28.What would you like to receive on valentine's day from your significant other?
-Dno, but I would want his love. :D

29.Does it annoy you when someone says they'll call but don't?
-Of course la! I hate ppl who promise, & don't DO IT.

30.Do you ever feel guilty about eating meat?
-Errrr, no? o.o

31.Favourite music genre?
-Pop.

32.Any plans for tomorrow?
-Slaaaaccckkkk.

33.How do you say goodbye?
-Bye or byebye. :)

you give me feelings that i adore.

I went for my NASSA Bronze swimming test today. So heng lah, I passed!!! then, had McDonald's in the car 'cos no time liao, & we were rushing for my swimming lesson later on. ok, that's all, I want to play my games, haha, cheerios!

SOS.

Saturday, July 05, 2008

die die die liao, I'll be done for, all thanks to stupid Eugene & Stanley Phua. Klarissa & Tammie, faster come online! HEEEELLLLLLLPPPPPP MMMEEEEEEE!

no one knows how insane i am about you.

Friday, July 04, 2008

heeeellllloooo! i just thought of some super duper hilarious things that happened this week & last week so I'm gonna post them up, okay?

Last Friday(I think)

During HMT period, me & Cheryl were like, going to the toilet? & then we saw Donovan & Wan Terng there, & then I saw that Donovan's shirt got lots of red paint, & i asked him if he murdered someone. LOL. & he asked us to check the girls toilet whether got mop or not. & then we asked what happened lah, & he said Zong Yan go make the floor so "bloody", so gao lao shi asked them clean. & we were hoping the girl's toilet have, so we could disturb them, then rly have can!

& I told cheryl to ask Wan Terng go in the girls toilet to take himself, & we were laughing at my evil plan ok! xD then we go outside, keep forcing them go take thamselves, & we said the mop too heavy for us to take! XDDD WAHAHAHAAH! then Donovan go bully Wan Terng, ask him go inside to take, in the end Wan Terng bo pian, he go rly go inside take lah! then I was super duper evil ok, I go off the bloody light! & Wan Terng ran out screaming! XDDDDDD me & Chery were laughing untill stomach pain & we were laughing while squatting down okays!!! XDDDDDD ROFL!!! then Donovan go on the light, & Wan Terng had to go in again to take. FYI, there was no one in the girls toilet ok. I can't believe I'm actually laughing while blogging for the first time!

then the seeeetuuuupidddd duo carry the pail untill so much water pour out! me & Cheryl were still laughing like, dunno? then in the end we forced them to put back the pail themselves. ok, that's all. you should have seen it for yrself, then u know how funny. XDDDDD LMAO.

This Wed

stayed back for HMT class. we went to com lab cos 6/9 occupied? ok, I shall skip to the funny part. like, everybody go home liao, left me, Cheryl, Isa doing the test paper. but I dun need do, cos how I nvr bring, & there was no punishment, how cool is that? ok, aint cool. then Sotong take out his shoes & slide around in the lab, then I go shout "Walao! Friction" then me, Cheryl and Isa were like "Walao!" & also screaming & shouting okay. then we started talking dirty, & we were laughing like hell. LMAO. then gao lao shi keep saying we siao, but he joined in also ok. Sotong say he ltr going to blay BBallz, & gao lao shi said "BALLZ!" we were laughing our asses out okay! & he said alot of time of "BALLZ" ok. XDDDDDD

then Sotong still say "OT", which is "open target" as in the the leg open big big let ppl shoot the ballz lah. ROFL! we were laughing like siao ok!!! XDDDD

kk, shall go gaming now. till then.

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