You can't turn around on a one way street.

life hasn't been fair these days. & finally, today, I couldn't hold back my tears, & cried, all thanks to my mother again. I was using com, & suddenly, all hyperlinks couldn't be pressed, so I restart com, & all I could see was codings & stuff, so I told my mum, ask her help me see, but she came up, & all I got was scolding. she say "see la, dl somemore la, now get virus already." I hate it when she jumps to conclusion okay! I don't even dl can?! so I was so damn angry, I shouted back, "I never dl la! suddenly lidat wat!" & she slapped me. for the very first time in my life, i got slapped.

what right had she to slap me when she was in the wrong, jumping to conclusions? I ran into my room, locked the door, to cry, & she actually forced me to open the door. I was sad, helpless enough, & i only wanted to cry, wanted to be alone, let everything out, but she just wouldn't gimme the chance to. & she scolded somemore, even after she saw me crying. I tried to tell her she jumped to conclusions, but she still can turn everything around and say that everything was my fault. & so I lied on my bed, helplessly, crying, & sms-ed Cat. thanks, girl.

why is everything my fault? if everything I do is wrong, I may as well die. Hasn't she hurt me enough? bloody hell.