You can't turn around on a one way street.

Got my results ytd, I was happy with it, but some ppl just weren't. got lecture from parents ytd in the car. they were complaing abt how low my results were, & comparing me with my cousin. tsktsk, parents always tell us not to compare with other ppl, but they themselve compare us with other ppl, wtf ? got this kind of logic meh, parents are allowed to compared & we're not supposed to. -.- then they were saying abt how BAD my results were, etc. at first I still can ren one, then my dad said "245 is just, normal. I was expecting you to get 255." & then next up, tears. okay, since he's so smart, why don't he go take the PSLE instead? guarantee cnt get 255. he's just a smart aleck la pls, he teach my bro Sci can teach until opp way, at first my bro all correct, in the end he all wrong, so wat right has he got to say I'm lan man? & then he still say "Uncle ______ came to know your results & said your results telok, I was hoping I can prove him wrong." hello? we study to prove to ppl isit? my results telok so wat? I don't want to study, I slack, I heck care, so? 245 was way higher than my expectations pls. parents say you study for yourself, so I study for myself lor, & I'm happy with my results, but here they are comparing you with ppl & trying to prove ppl wrong. think wat, I their dog meh, get high high marks just to prove ppl wrong.

like, no matter how high I got when I was p1 or p2, they nv praised me. at least this time I got 2 A* right? so why can't parents look at your you dian than your que dian? wat the fuck do they want me to do before they're finally happy? top the nation isit? sorry lor, I cannot, cos I just cannot. I'm not as smart as those ppl. then come to choosing sch, they also alot of comments. I say I want to go Xinmin, mother say don't want, & reason? BGRs. I study leh, not they study, I want to choose sch she also so many comments, & she won't even listen to me explain how good is Xinmin, she just go "no no no no". I cannot get into NYGH, then she bueysong la, isit. NYGH the best right, ok lor, even if I go, I can easily go HCI find boy (example only, like who wants white-haired boys -.-) since she keep thinking I will go into BGR. she just hasn't heard more abt NYGH only. I diedie also must go Xinmin la. -.- I seriously envy those ppl with parents who let them have that little bit of freedom.

I shall not post anymore stuffs, cos if I carry on, ppl are going to get real bored & stop coming to my blog. maybe nobody ever comes to my blog now. ok, so, tata for now.