You can't turn around on a one way street.

somebody cheer me ups please. what's wrong with me nowadays mans. those quarrels & bad moods, they suck okay. something's really really wrong, idk if the problem lies with me, but I rly can't carry on this way. I've gotten ppl into enough trouble.

& I admit I was in the wrong today, but the way you blamed me, i only have to say, was it my fault that she saw my blog? did I want her to see my blog? no, I didn't.

life's meaningless to me now.

I've got enough problems at home now, and I don't need anymore. I want to cry those unhappiness out, but those fucking tears just won't get out. no one will be able to feel that kind of pain, those things stuck in my heart, & not being able to get them out. it seems like nobody is here for me now, & I'm lost, very lost. I don't know how to get on with life, damn. I guess things're never gonna be how they used to be.

& I'm sorry Catrina, I've taken "that thing" off my previous post. those few words caused so much trouble, I've got no coice but to take it down, so, hope you understand.

P.S/can teachers stop coming here to read my posts? I don't need counselling or advice from you all, I alrd know what you all are gonna say. don't force me to change my url, & don't tell my parents anything. have you all got nothing better to do? telling my parents means adding to my troubles, so, no thank you.