You can't turn around on a one way street.

Victim of love.

Friday, November 21, 2008

Got my results ytd, I was happy with it, but some ppl just weren't. got lecture from parents ytd in the car. they were complaing abt how low my results were, & comparing me with my cousin. tsktsk, parents always tell us not to compare with other ppl, but they themselve compare us with other ppl, wtf ? got this kind of logic meh, parents are allowed to compared & we're not supposed to. -.- then they were saying abt how BAD my results were, etc. at first I still can ren one, then my dad said "245 is just, normal. I was expecting you to get 255." & then next up, tears. okay, since he's so smart, why don't he go take the PSLE instead? guarantee cnt get 255. he's just a smart aleck la pls, he teach my bro Sci can teach until opp way, at first my bro all correct, in the end he all wrong, so wat right has he got to say I'm lan man? & then he still say "Uncle ______ came to know your results & said your results telok, I was hoping I can prove him wrong." hello? we study to prove to ppl isit? my results telok so wat? I don't want to study, I slack, I heck care, so? 245 was way higher than my expectations pls. parents say you study for yourself, so I study for myself lor, & I'm happy with my results, but here they are comparing you with ppl & trying to prove ppl wrong. think wat, I their dog meh, get high high marks just to prove ppl wrong.

like, no matter how high I got when I was p1 or p2, they nv praised me. at least this time I got 2 A* right? so why can't parents look at your you dian than your que dian? wat the fuck do they want me to do before they're finally happy? top the nation isit? sorry lor, I cannot, cos I just cannot. I'm not as smart as those ppl. then come to choosing sch, they also alot of comments. I say I want to go Xinmin, mother say don't want, & reason? BGRs. I study leh, not they study, I want to choose sch she also so many comments, & she won't even listen to me explain how good is Xinmin, she just go "no no no no". I cannot get into NYGH, then she bueysong la, isit. NYGH the best right, ok lor, even if I go, I can easily go HCI find boy (example only, like who wants white-haired boys -.-) since she keep thinking I will go into BGR. she just hasn't heard more abt NYGH only. I diedie also must go Xinmin la. -.- I seriously envy those ppl with parents who let them have that little bit of freedom.

I shall not post anymore stuffs, cos if I carry on, ppl are going to get real bored & stop coming to my blog. maybe nobody ever comes to my blog now. ok, so, tata for now.

On the edge & falling over.

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Just a short post, to let ppl out thr know I had a change of plans! :D I'm going back to JB only on Sunday, so just sms me ok !! :P sms me as much as you can, cos I love receiving smses. :B (I also dk why!)

okok, bye. I'm off to Runescape. :D

The world turns, & you start to learn that the things around you might crash & burn.

Monday, November 10, 2008

I know I haven't beeen posting for ages. :) I shall not post about grad night cos it was boring. I'm actually postinf for the sake of posting. -.- so, this fri is prize presentation, & like every year, my parents are going abroad, so nobody's going to my prize presentation, I actaually had to BEG my cousins to come, but they still don't want. mei liang xin! >:( but the I smsed Alicia, asking if she could come, & then she can ley !! ^ ^ & then my Mom promised to gimme $$ to treat myself at Yoshinoya at Causeway Point on my way home to my uncle's house. ooh lala! ^^ I bet we'd have lots of catching up to do Alicia. :D but the disadvantage is, I would have to take mrt & I'm afraid I might get lost cos it's the first time I'm taking mrt w/o my Mom. -.- & then I'd have to walk back from Causeway Point to Rosewood condo. zzz it's not far, but I scared I go lost. :o but I'll have my hp, so I guess there won't be much prob. :\

I'll be going to JB on Tue night, then coming back on Thur night, then going back on Sun agn, so try not to sms me when I'm on JB, I won't reply. :) (sms v ex leh) if it's important, u sms me then I call u. (I'm like jiao dai-ing stuffs. -.-) so, I'm going to play Runescape now, cos I'm totally addicted to it. :D

P.S/ I want my special collage photo !! T.T (my class photos I also want la but special collage one more important. :D)

Haywire.

Saturday, November 01, 2008

OMG I CANT BELIEVE I FELL IN LOVE WITH HALLOWEEN !! ^ ^
I went to some halloween celebration at Woodlands, like one whole neighbourhood celebrate, & they they open-house (eh waaaaa) for ppl to go in & take treats. :D I think my family + me were the only ones who were wearing t-shirts ok. others were all dressed-up as ghostly disgusting creatures, some angels etc. so, we were abit shy shy when we reached there, cos we were empty-handed while ppl had buckets for their treats, but we still go in the hse & take treats la, so aft tht we were "warmed up" & started going every single opened-house to take treats. :)

I tell u got one house, it was draped with black curtains & in there was a witch on a rocking chair & it had booming sound effects which was v scary. I thought it was the most scary house, but I was so damn wrong ok. so I went in tht house the 2nd time, cos first time I see the witch scary I don't dare take treats. XP then we walked arnd the neighbourhood, & finally right, we went to this house, decorated like a sinister clown circus. & I tell u, the clowns inside scared the living daylights out of me. total got 3 clowns, 1 inside the cutain room, 2 outside at the porch. I name them A, B & C, so it's less confusing. A & B is the outside clowns, C is the inside one.

so, I went in first time with my cousin, & the clowns totally freaked me out, like, they suddenly scare me, so I ran out, 2nd time, I went in with my bro, he also scared scared, so we also ran out. The first time I went in right, the 2 clowns outside scare me until I ran out, then my legs suddenly like jelly. -.- then we stand outside the house v v v long, then ppl all see my reaction, don't dare go in, so clown A had to come out to us, & put out his hand like, ask us come come come lidat. & I tell u, he keep asking me to come come come, becos he know I v easily scared. -.-
so my uncle like say, "ok yingying & sunny, I go in with u, but u cnt run out ah." so, my bro & me agree lor, since got adult. XP then go in tht time, I walk far far away from clowns A & B cos they will suddenly scare ppl one, then go in tht time, I was standing outside the curtains room, poking my head in to see the clown first, then slowly go in. then the clown A come to me say "when you go in, there's no turning back." that, I didn't care much, cos like, duh, who wouldn't say that to scare you? -.- so I pull my uncle's hand v v tight, & I let my brother walk first. then when he go near to the clown C, she like, "hee hee hee hee" in those sinister way, you kno la hor. then we look at her, her face was all white, eyes all black, then we don't dare take the treats, cos she haven put out her hand, & we also don't dare go near her. so she was like, "why are you so scared? oh come on, it's halloween!" & her acting damn pro, she use her kind kind voice to fool ppl I tell you. so my bro rly thought she giving treats alr, he walk to her there, but I still holding on to my uncle, cos I sense smth wrong, cos when other ppl go in, I heard a scream from the clown, & since she haven scream yet, she must be planning smth. when my bro reach out his hand, she suddenly scream! & I was looking away, closing my eyes. XP hahahahahhahhahahahha my bro is such a idiot. XD yay I'm so smart. :D so at last, she decided not to torture us, & give us the sweets. :) actually, tht was not the end of my torture. go out tht time, clown A suddenly drop to the ground, then when me & my bro walk past, he suddenly jump up & scare us. then he let my bro go leh !! >:( then I want escape, he block me, then in the end I forced into a corner, & he screamed into my ear, & I was covering my ears, closig my eyes. -.- then I quickly run out & my family all laughing at me, esp my cousin, you shld have seen how he laughed. -.- so, that was the scariest house ever, & since I'm most afraid of sinister clowns & their faces, i close my eyes whenever they scream or what ok. -.- then went to KFC for dinner, then, home. :D (at least I didn't go home empty-handed -.- )

I'M SOOOOO GOING NEXT YEAR OK ! anybody dare to come? ^ ^

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